Ever since Max, I can’t look at a German Shepherd without my
heart melting just a little. So when I stepped from my vehicle on that dark
evening in late November and saw those giant ears pointing so regally up to the
indigo sky, my entire spirit buoyed me forward.
“Hello!” I said to the shadowy shape emerging from the
darkness. She stood silently, her tail swishing in a friendly way from side to
side, the tan spots on her eyebrows punctuating her dark face from the shadows
that descended from the mountain behind.
I held out my hands to her and then ran them over her
downy-soft head and down her back as she turned and trotted by my side towards
the house.
The main door stood open and a square of yellow light glowed
from behind the screen, defining the figures of two people.
“Hello,” I called as the dog and I climbed the wooden stairs
to the porch. “Who is this?” I asked, indicating the dog at my side. Her name is
Molly I’m told as she and I stand together outside the door, light now spilling
on to her face so I can see her kind brown eyes.
“She’s beautiful,” I say as I run my hand over her head
again. “I love your dog.”
“Do you want to have her?” Asked the man, who I had never
seen before. I half laughed and stuttered and was unsure how to respond.
“She is lovely,” I say, “I’m sure I would love to have her,”
I say, “Um, why?”
Well, he answers in a soft Irish accent, of course he is not
giving her away. Molly is such a wonderful dog and she is going to move with
him and his wife back to Ireland. He speaks of Molly as I would speak of my
dogs, with great love and a great sense of connection.
“You’re going on an adventure!” I say to Molly. “That’s
exciting.”
And then I step inside the house where I have come to buy
some apple cider. The woman who lives here has an orchard behind the house. It
is carved from the boreal forest at the base of the mountain and is somewhat of
a hidden gem in our neighbourhood. I just discovered it last summer, this piece
of paradise around the corner from my house.
The man is her brother-in-law and he explains that he and
his wife have every intention of taking Molly to Ireland with them, but if for
some reason things don’t work out, if something happens and they can’t take
her…
Back at home, I tell Morgan about this black German Shepherd
I met and how I may have agreed to adopt her. “Absolutely!” he says, “I’m in,”
when I tell him the story.
Neither of us had been thinking about getting another dog
right now. It is too soon after Bear, but maybe, we say, our hearts were
separately searching.
I send a message to the woman at the orchard that if need
be, Molly would be more than welcome in our home and we would love her and take
good care of her.
We are told the couple has decided, without a doubt, that
Molly is going to Ireland with them. There are shades of disappointment at
first but then we think, perhaps it is for the best.
Oh I have such mixed emotions reading this post... I feel the same "melting" feeling myself when I meet another German Shepherd. I can feel the hopefulness of the possibility of this wonderful dog needing a home. But then I also feel a deep sadness, because I know how bonded German Shepherds become with "their" people, and if Molly is now with you, that means they didn't take her to Ireland. :( This one is a cliffhanger... even though I know how it ends up - why? Nothing could have taken Jessie away from me, I would have taken her with me had I moved to the moon. That being said, I do recall when I was headed to graduate school in Duluth, that question mark in my mind - "What will I do if I can't find a place that allows dogs?"
ReplyDeleteI know. We have had very mixed emotions over the whole thing. Molly is a wonderful dog but we felt strange about "taking her away" from her people. I was quite surprised when Molly did end up with us. I was sure she was headed for Ireland.
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