I picture the scene from a distance. Imagine what it would
look like to someone happening upon this spectacle in the middle of nowhere. A
flat grey day, a white open field, the three of us running full out, two black
dogs and a human in a bright red jacket, arms flailing, voice yelling
incoherently.
It is a big space. The mountain with its rows of different
tree species, ribbons woven across its face, stands like a protective wall on
one side of the field of marsh grasses emerging from the snow as winter wanes,
a field we discovered this year is actually made up of numerous beaver ponds.
Mounded dens of pointed, weathered sticks dot the landscape. We have walked
here most of the season, striking out across the frozen field that is puddled
and marshy the rest of the year, full of waist high grasses and little islands
of clumped together trees.
On the coldest days we followed the meandering channel cut
through the snow-covered grasses, a frozen river connecting one beaver pond to
another. We climbed the snowy banks to get around dams of haphazard sticks with
whittled ends jammed together expertly, and left criss-crossing footprints on
the untouched white expanses of wind-blown snow on the ponds as though we were the only living
things for miles.
But I wondered about those beavers. Tried to imagine them in
their cozy lodges, hidden away from the harsh winds beneath layers of sticks
and mud and insulating snow. I wondered if they knew we were there, especially
when Murdoch ventured close and occasionally stood atop the hilled dens like
some conquering army of one.
A lot of the snow has melted from the field on this grey
day, the grasses that were crushed beneath the weight of it lie flat in large
sweeping swirls as if a torrent of water has rushed through. It is spongy under
foot and so we walk on one of the still-frozen ponds. Along the edge a muddy
dam emerges and in spots the snow has melted and the ice has begun to thin and
re-freeze. Beneath the clouded sky the frozen pond is an expanse of various
shades of grey.
I am not watching the dogs when Murdoch bolts. I see the
snappy movement from the corner of my eye and I turn as my stomach drops, his
name forming on my lips. He is already in full flight and ahead of him
a brown shape lumbers awkwardly across the ice. I am running before I can even
think, shouting his name, uselessly yelling “no!” and “come!” and Molly, who
has started to skip along nearby because I am running, suddenly sees the
beaver, shifts gears and is gone, looping around to the animal’s right as
Murdoch loops around to the left. They are gaining on it as I fall further
behind.
I have visions of a bloody massacre, unsure of who might
emerge the victor. Beavers have very sharp teeth and can be vicious when
threatened. But I think Murdoch can be too. I continue to run as the space
between Murdoch and the beaver closes. The air is consumed by a thick smell of
urine. I will the beaver to escape.
It is in this moment I picture the scene, the ridiculousness
of it; the panicking beaver, humping as fast as he can across the ice, the two
dogs in serious pursuit, and the human, completely ignored running behind,
uselessly yelling.
The beaver makes it to a clump of scrub trees growing out of
the ice and dives into a hole, a dark space made of sticks and mud. Murdoch is
right on its tail and is just about down the hole behind it. He is frantically
digging at the ice when I catch up. Molly is running in agitated circles.
“Leave it!” I snarl at them, grabbing Murdoch’s collar and
hauling him away. “Idiots!” I say. “That beaver could have ripped you both to
shreds.”
But they are giddy and distracted, their brains still in the
chase and I have to circle around them, herd them towards the tree line at the
base of the mountain, away from the beaver dens and the pungent smell hanging heavily over everything and the
drama.
Slowly, grudgingly, they come back to the moment. Murdoch
picks up another scent and follows it into the woods, Molly canters in circles
looking for a stick for me to throw, and we continue our walk as I replay the
chase in my mind. Later, I think if the dogs had organized themselves, gone in with
a plan, not been taken by surprise, they probably could have caught that beaver.
And then what?
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